Time Passing By and Fear of Failure *Triggers*

[Suzi]

Why are you trying to hide how you are feeling?

Does your Mum have a diagnoses? Is she still being seen by the drs?

[selena]

She has not undergone any new tests so far, cancer tumor was removed, but she still faces some problems even with walking. Yes, she can apply any time to doctors.
She is monitored.

I think too many bad things occurred too quickly, for example I didn't even have time to grieve my grandma's death.

[Paula]

You’ve absolutely had far too many horrible things happen in a very short space of time. How are you coping with work, looking after mum and having responsibility for keeping your home going?

[Suzi]

I completely agree. You haven't had time to deal with anything before you've been hit with something else horrible..

[selena]

Yes, this definitely had an impact, I think I haven't regained yet all my inner forces back.

It is hard, and I've been struggling these days with bad headaches. Sometimes I'm just willing to fade away, althout it's irresponsible of me, I'm simply feeling very down now and worn out.

[Suzi]

Are you eating and drinking properly? Taking your meds properly?

[selena]

Sincerely not enough, now trying to do my best.

[Paula]

You need fuel to keep you going, love. But I know you know that

[Suzi]

Sweetheart you've been saying that for ages, you HAVE to look after you. You can't look after anyone else if you aren't fit and well - or as well as you can be. Trust me, I know....

[selena]

Going to a work party again and again that unpleasant feeling to join this event.