I think I'm simply not recovered yet after shock.
But there is some good news too.
I was given a week vacation by my boss. And mom is back home.
But I've got or nearly in hysterics at hospital. We were waiting for taxi, but it was already too long and bad weather outside...
A doctor suggested to call at the first floor at the Reception sector. When I approached and asked her, she replied that they are not taxi service. I replied that that's a rude reply, I was referred and I shouted that I would file a complaint with their attitude. She then replied that this information is wrong an asked about mom's condition.
I usually behave delicately, but she was first to reply in a very rude way. Then another medical assistant asked me kindly what sector we are to go.
Well, I usually keep my emotions hidden and I'm a bit ashamed of this outburst, but she provoked me.
Well, we got home anyway after a harsh day...