I understand that. There's a 25th school anniversary event happening that I've been invited to. I'm not going because in not who I used to be and my life has not turned out how everyone expected. It's silly really, because I like my life, but I want them to remember me how I was.
Look up Simply Bekini - none of us have perfect bodies, but they do an amazing job every single day in keeping us going, in processing everything we do to it, in getting us to jobs, or out with friends, or just cleaning the house! Enjoy your body, you're not getting another one