dreams

[Hugo-agogo]

I was watching NCIS today where Abby was having a recurring dream about waking up on a mortician's tray following a trauma. This would be disturbing for most, except she's a Goth and sleeps in a coffin! What this meant to her was being alone, which is what she feared the most. I know it's just fiction but I thought it was a nice example of how subconscious worries can feature in dreams even when their simple real meaning to us isn't always obvious. I get glimpses and sneak peaks at my dreams, and they give me a general idea of how I'm feeling about myself.

I'll tell you something tho, people that I've lost are often there, often just as they were. So I changed my mind about dismissing people who say the important people you lost are still with you.