Anxiety & Depression Hell..*TRIGGERS*

[selena]

Even when I do socialise no ones interested in me because I've no confidence & I'm short with a pelicans nose .. Every night I hear my brother havin sex, it just makes my situation worse..I can live without friends if I had just 1 person who loved me for 1ce in my life.. I'm on 20mg & drink plenty of water.

Could you ask him to make less rumour, as this is upsetting you. You know, sometimes it's better to say it in a direct way, and he will learn to be more delicate.

And the last, you're a special person in your own way.

[SA89]

I walked into work today & was told I wasn't needed which really hurt. I get told this a lot because of my lack of versatility. I almost started welling up not because of the money but because its the 1 time of the week I get to be around people..

[Suzi]

Why are you not as versatile as others? What is is specifically that you do?

[selena]

I walked into work today & was told I wasn't needed which really hurt. I get told this a lot because of my lack of versatility. I almost started welling up not because of the money but because its the 1 time of the week I get to be around people..

I also prefer to work individually rather than in a team.

What are you supposed to do at your work?

[SA89]

Why are you not as versatile as others? What is is specifically that you do?

This may sound embarrassing but its a weekend job at Burger King. I can only do production & now there's new staff in i'm even less needed. I'm not sure if u can be sacked purely through new staff comin in..

I also prefer to work individually rather than in a team.

I know what ur sayin selena, there's a lot of divides when workin in a team & I don't like that. In a fast paced environment u don't even get a chance to know people. My voluntary office stuff is much more relaxed, I just can't find paid work in that field. Its depressing bein stuck somewhere u don't fit in..

[Suzi]

production? You mean cooking? So why couldn't you clean tables or something instead?

[SA89]

production? You mean cooking? So why couldn't you clean tables or something instead?

ye I do cleanin as well but thats like a side job for everyone, I'm not fast enough to make orders. I'm always applyin for office jobs but I'm always rejected. The government said unemployment has gone down but its still bad in Lancashire where I'm from. Its hard to value urself without prospects. My eczema's really bad as well because I'm always stressed..

[Angie]

Is Manchester easily accessible to you? as you could register with agencies there?

[Suzi]

Why aren't you fast enough? Is it because you don't have enough experience?

[SA89]

Pretty much Suzi. Anyway off-topic I spoke to a couple girls 2day in a nightclub which is progress I guess.. 1 of them approached me & put my arms around her kissin my cheek as we chatted. It was a nice few minutes for me but then her brother came over & warned her off. It seems that when I finally do connect with some1 its all too brief & they vanish never to be seen again.. Its really frustrating, I'm 26 & have never experienced love ..