Anxiety & Depression Hell..*TRIGGERS*

[Suzi]

Several things:
1) Yes you can post for free as much as you feel you want/need to.
2) No one is under any "duty" to read or reply to any thread or post. The only person who has read (and generally replied to) every post is me.
3) Anyone who feels that it's ok to pull a knife out on anyone needs to be reported to the police and so they can get the help they need.
4) Porn is generally not a good thing to do. It's not going to help you with loneliness at all.
5) You need to sort something out regarding your meds. Most pharmacies will sort a repeat prescription service hun, so really there is no reason that you should be running out - especially with a weeks break. That isn't ever going to help you at all...

[SA89]

Several things:
1) Yes you can post for free as much as you feel you want/need to.
2) No one is under any "duty" to read or reply to any thread or post. The only person who has read (and generally replied to) every post is me.
3) Anyone who feels that it's ok to pull a knife out on anyone needs to be reported to the police and so they can get the help they need.
4) Porn is generally not a good thing to do. It's not going to help you with loneliness at all.
5) You need to sort something out regarding your meds. Most pharmacies will sort a repeat prescription service hun, so really there is no reason that you should be running out - especially with a weeks break. That isn't ever going to help you at all...

Ur like a cyber mother on here suzi lol. My mum picked my prescription up today, I ran out last thurs. I really admire how supportive people are on here, I don't know if all depression sites r this way but I appreciate this sites community. I only watch porn every other day otherwise it hurts & I don't want my balls to turn purple. When its 'porn' day though I can't go about my day until I've released those lustful thoughts. Its like a drug in that sense in how u need to have that fix..

[rose]

This is just my opinion, I have never been a 25 year old man, but I don't think that wanting to pleasure yourself every day is all that unusual! You're a young man in his prime... sounds kind of normal to me!!!

WRT your brother I can only really suggest two things
1) Everyone around you is blind to how he is
2) He isn't as bad as you think he is
Which do you think it is?

[SA89]

People only speak to me when they want somethin. I'm sick of this workplace man, I just can't relate to the majority at all. I can't be myself around these 'cliques', I'm percieved as some socially awkward alien.. I can't even get 1 friend to hang out with.. They brag about how 'fit their birds are' & flash their bulgin biceps. I could have a reasonably hopeful week yet when I step foot in this slavepit my self-esteem & what little value I have of myself shoots right back down. And rose, i'd say thyre 'somewhat blind'.

[Paula]

I do find it hard to believe they're all like that. Tbh, there's not that many men with bulging biceps other than in a film, if nothing else .....

[SA89]

theyre all nice people but I just don't fit in, its hard to explain, this is why I hate text speak because I can't accurately convey my frustrations. Like iv said before its like bein at a party where ur not invited, every single week for over 5 years.. I get on with the quieter 1s just fine, I'm really confident around them, like u would never tell that I have social anxiety. Around the more assured personalaties I freeze up, my heart races & depression sinks in again. I feel inferior to them because of their high social lives. Fast food is a highly sociable environment, it doesn't gel with my awkwardness at all..

[Paula]

[Suzi]

If you don't like text speak then why use it?
Are you still trying to find something different?

[SA89]

I feel ugly & unloved regardless whether I do somethin new. I hate my pelican nose, my skinny frame & my hobbit height. I've already began my new voluntary admin & already im thinkin 'why.. why am I doin this..'. I envy guys at work that have gfs, I've been single & insecure since childbirth. My brothers gf is f***** annoyin as well, shoutin round the house how she has c** stained in her knickers ..

[mitz]

maybe you could be a bit more thoughtful about what other people might want to read, your last post was really distasteful, and if you really need to say things like that you could do it more privately.