Really struggling .. On Sunday I was in floods of tears, triggered from sad music. I was also ignored for no reason by a girl I was gettin along with. We had a dance & a hug the night before then when I texted to simply say how I enjoyed our dance she blanked me. Tired of these f***** mind games.

My sleep patterns f***** as well & I missed counseling so they prob gonna discharge me. Been goin sleep at 8am & wakin at 6pm.. I've got my induction for support work on June 18th so waitin for that. Please don't recommend seeing a Doctor because I'm adamant against pills in my system just like a vegan is against meat..