Anxiety & Depression Hell..*TRIGGERS*

[SA89]

Hey, Yes great you got out and that you had a breakthrough. But is this the sort of social things you would like to do? I find it hard to believe any good can come from that.

I've never mixed before with these people as they're completely different to me but I just needed to get out as the weather was nice.

I don’t quite know what to say about all that except, there’s no way in hell I’d have stayed in that environment for more than a millisecond. That’s not healthy socialising, love

I know but there's not many options in my area in regards to decent people. It's a rough area in Bolton so most of the people here are heads, potheads or on crack. That's exactly why I don't socialise but this was a one off.

Erm.... I'm not sure where to start with that.... Sitting outside drinking vodka isn't going to help as you know that alcohol is a depressant.. Hanging around with people who think carrying knives is OK let alone with small children around is, quite frankly, a disaster waiting to happen..
Also why were you drinking bloody mary's in a shed "with some lads"?

I'm not even a drinker & haven't had alcohol in a year, except for the half lager last week & the vodka on saturday. I weren't hanging around with the guy with the machetes, he came on the street & started kicking off which was my cue to leave. The shed is more of a mini garden house which looks really nice.

My aunt invited me round to have a look at the lights around the garden. Her fella's constructed it all for her & he's very chilled. There just happened to be a few lads around, 1 of which had been in the local paper for theft & assualt. I tried a bit of bloody mary which was revolting then left about 1.20am with a fiver missing .