Anxiety & Depression Hell..*TRIGGERS*

[SA89]

Thanks, todays been tough. I feel so low as I've had no sleep whatsoever & that call exacerbated my depression further. Despite this, I managed to take a girl out to the pub & we had a few games of pool.

But then as she was awaiting her taxi home, I ignorantly withdrew myself to the garden instead of waiting beside her. Instead, I was sat staring at the sun, overwhelmed by this bleakness that pervades me . The past few days I felt "better" but today I feel so hopeless..