Hello everyone, I am very sad

I'm Slovak woman, I don't know English, so I use a translator... I looked for similar forums in Slovakia and in Czech, but I didn't find any... I'll be very happy if someone writes to me... calmly in English, I'll translate it and guess what the translator confusion ... I'm very sad at the moment... I understand, everything was OK, I'm well-adjusted on the pills, and suddenly this collapse...