My new thread. The title pretty much describes how things are for me right now. My waiting isn't passive, I'm actively doing what I can to try and bring about those brighter days. The basics are where I am at, and a lot of days I dont achieve all of those but I am keeping going. Last week I had little to no spoons, this week, I have a few more. Today I aim to get some fresh air, even if just a little walk.
I have no EMDR this week so I can just relax and put therapy to the very back of my mind.
I had a crochet order weighing on me as I struggled to lift my hook but I finished it yesterday. I am not taking any on for a while, I'm going to craft for me and see if I can find the joy in it again instead of the stress.
So that's how things are at my end.