Hi,
I’m a 26 year old student from wales . I have been hearing voices for 3 years - loud derogatory nasty voices .
I have also been feeling less and less emotions . I now feel completely emotionless and empty . I cant feel sad or happy. I haven’t been able to sleep in 3 days.
The emptiness is very distressing for me . I cannot enjoy anything or think deeply it is an awful feeling . I do not feel motivated to revise or do anything . I also have zero sex drive and have not had sex in over a year.
I also struggle to feel any pleasure in anything I used to enjoy like having a cup of tea or having a shower
I feel no reward in anything I do- so why should I bother doing anything ?
There is an empty nothingness that won’t go away it’s making me do strange things to try and feel something like screaming and shouting. I feel incredibly frustrated I can’t feel I feel angry I’m trapped nothing feels good nothing makes it better .