Finding the wait and not even knowing how long the wait will be for therapy difficult...not just because of my "off days" but because I feel like the longer I wait, the harder I'm going to find it be able to even start going into things. I kinda feel like the "window of opportunity " for me to talk is passing....I don't know if that sounds strange but it's like, When I was first doing the appts/referral etc, although I was getting myself into a bit of a state on phonecalls etc, it made me think more about actually talking about things and now because I haven't spoken to anyone since the assessment on the 22nd Dec.....I don't know, I'm babbling here but I wasn't expecting to be met with such a wait. I feel like I've just been left to it now. I don't know if this sounds daft or not