From crisis to hope....I hope!!

[Strugglingmum]

Tbh it's been a tough couple of weeks but I think that is to be expected. My thoughts are a bit all over the place and the slightest thing makes me question myself.

This weekend I have a lot of crochet to do but I'll get a lot done watching the rugby tomorrow. I used to be a huge rugby fan but like a lot of things I lost my passion for since I became unwell but I'm looking forward to the 6 nations. I'm totally out of touch with players etc but I'm not going to let that put me off.

Oh tomorrow I'm going out for lunch with my middle one too so I'm looking forward to being with him. He is very good to me and loves me well.

I'm off work next week so I'm going to take time to do some things I haven't made time for recently like swimming and walking, it really will be a self care week.

[Suzi]

It will be a difficult week love, keep talking about it. You're dealing with so much right now. Be really gentle with yourself lovely, it's so easy to try pushing through when you need to stop and rest for a bit. Maybe adding in a tea break now and again would help?

Have a great lunch tomorrow love! Of course he loves you, you're amazing.

[Jaquaia]

That sounds like it's exactly what you need.

Some cracking thighs in rugby

[Strugglingmum]

A good day.
Great rugby and a fab result for Ireland.
Lovely lunch out with my son. Lots of crochet and finished the day snuggling on the couch with the hubby and dog.

[Suzi]

Those are great.

How are you doing today lovely?

[Strugglingmum]

I'm ok. We went to church this morning which always gives me a lift.
Our central heating isnt working so camping out in the kitchen where we have the super ser. Only source of heat today.

[Suzi]

Oh no! Glad you've all got somewhere to camp out and get warm! I hope it's not too cold for you over there atm..

[Flo]

Oh dear! I know what no heating is like.....it happened to us a couple of months ago. Hope yo get it sorted soon. Yes, rugby has been great. Zoe was most put out when Scotland beat England again..but it was all good fun.I'm an Ireland fan too! Hope you're all well.xx

[Strugglingmum]

Life is definitely a bit overwhelming at the moment. I dont even know why but it is.
Psychology appointment on Monday was really tough. Had an appointment with my employment officer yesterday.... I'm seriously considering leaving my job and I have a physio appointment today. I'm going to go for a walk first now that I'm out of work and try breathe.

[Jaquaia]