From crisis to hope....I hope!!

[Strugglingmum]

I'm struggling with having a very different reality to everyone else.
Maybe I got everything completely wrong. Surely everyone else cant be wrong??

[Paula]

Yeah they can, they don’t know your life…..

[Jaquaia]

That's because your reality was different and that is not down to you, that is all on him. You haven't remembered wrong.

Sending you lots of hugs

[Suzi]

I completely agree with Paula and Jaq.
Definitely not the same, but I went to my grandmother's funeral just to check she was dead. Sitting there and listening to people sharing lovely memories was so bizarre, I literally had no idea who this woman was they were talking about... Just because our reality was different, it definitely doesn't make you "wrong." This is a complete head f*ck love, you have to be kind to you, talk - especially to those who know what happened. Have you told Ali about it?

[Strugglingmum]

Yes and my Pastor and a couple of friends. They came yesterday to stand by my side which was very much appreciated.
I have an appointment with my psychologist on Monday....... I guess we have a lot to talk about.

[Jaquaia]

You're doing brilliantly. He, on the other hand, is burning for what he did. You, my love, are epic and awesome, and your best revenge is to live well. Lean on us and those around you while you process how you feel, but I am so, so proud of you for your strength and just thoroughly kicking arse!

[Paula]

Couldn’t agree more!

[Suzi]

Sweetheart I'm so proud of you for telling people. I am so proud of you..

[Jaquaia]

How are you doing lovely?

[Suzi]

I was wondering if you have any plans for self care this weekend?