New Beginnings

[Suzi]

YAY! I'm glad it's done! Glad you're having the downstairs turned into something more manageable for you love.
Any news about your back appointment?

[Paula]

Fab!! How are you feeling?

[magie06]

I'm okay. Just waiting for a call from Bridget. S/H thoughts are very much to the fore today. I haven't done anything about them, I just keep telling myself that they are only thoughts.
Yesterday I came over very, very tired so I went to bed around 2 and Gerry woke me again at 4. My sleep is very disturbed ATM, and I just think it caught up with me.

[Paula]

Im glad you’re speaking to Bridget. I’m worried about you, love, you’ve been low for a while now…..

[magie06]

I have a face to face with Bridget next Monday. I told her what is going on, and she suggested that I go out next week. She has a couple of days off later this week.

[Suzi]

Hunni can I ask some difficult questions?

1) Are you stashing/buying meds?
2) Are you acting on thoughts with SH?
3) You've really stopped posting here as much as you have done, you normally do that when things aren't that great... Is that what's happening now?
4) Does G know everything that's going on for you?


I'm so glad you're talking to Bridget. Keep those lines of communication open love...

[magie06]

I'm okay. I'm not stashing ATM, not acting on the thoughts, trying to keep busy during the day and staying off the internet because I seem to steer towards su and sh sites.

[Suzi]

Oh love, I'm sorry you're looking at those sites again... Can I ask why you are? Does G know everything?

[magie06]

I find every day very long and I don't have much going on. I find it very easy to pick up my tablet or phone and go scrolling.

[Paula]

Is there something you’ve always wanted to do that you can start? I know how long those days are when no one else is at home, which is why I started my theological studies, and learning Spanish. It’s something I can do at home but keeps my brain functioning itms