You don't have to be sorry, I wasn't trying to give you a lecture - that's not my place. Sweetheart I just want you to get stable and be able to live your life with Pen as happily as you can do. That might mean being on meds for quite a while, but you have to remember that you didn't get this poorly overnight so it won't be an overnight treatment to get you better...
Like Stella, I'm struggling to see what the difference is being prescribed meds by your GP isn't the same as the psych from the Priory... but as I've said, you have to do what is right for you. That isn't going to be the same for each person...
Oh no! Was it a lateral flow test? Have you booked a PCR test for everyone at home too?
If it is covid, then I hope it's only a very mild case x