I'm doing so bad right now... I can't stop crying. I cried myself to sleep and it's now not even 1pm and I'm already crying again. I feel so low, like my heart got finally broken
I'm doing so bad right now... I can't stop crying. I cried myself to sleep and it's now not even 1pm and I'm already crying again. I feel so low, like my heart got finally broken
Do you want to talk about what's going on in your head?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
It just feels a bit hopeless. It's like the small cardhouse I've built up over the past few days came crashing down yesterday and I now am at rock bottom. It's like.... no matter what I do, it'll never bring happiness. Too much comparing to others, too much overthinking and too many things I'll probably will never reach
Hunni, although you’ve made big strides with starting therapy and making an appointment to see your doctor, you have actually started any treatment proper yet. So, words like ‘never’ don’t apply - once you get the treatment you need, you will start to feel more hopeful
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
Butterfly (14-02-21)
Sweetheart don't be so hard on yourself. You've got to give yourself chance. I bet it's only since you've been here that you've actually acknowledged your feelings and actually started talking. You're breaking down the barriers love, it will let things out... You need to give yourself chance to allow yourself to work with the therapy and meds (if appropriate) and allow yourself time to start to heal....
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Butterfly (14-02-21)
I know it's harsh to say "never" when I barely started therapy yet. It just feels so bad right now. It's like things are just getting worse and although I know that I'll have a talk with my doctor soon, I wonder if I'll ever get better again. I miss my old sources of happiness so so much. It just breaks me that I can't switch off for at least one hour. This constant need of wanting to be like others, being unhappy if it doesn't happen, and just this constant worry about everything eats me up from inside
You will get better lovely, you'll get help and you will find happiness love...
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Butterfly (15-02-21)
This sounds comforting. I miss who I used to be. A girl with dreams and goals, who aspired to be like others but didn't necessarily had the need to copy them. Nowadays I gave up on all my dreams, feeling like I'll never manage them anyways. My mind cruely decided that it's better to be unhappy than to follow any dreams and just go for it. It's like an endless circle
You will have dreams again and you will fulfil those dreams - I promise
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
Butterfly (16-02-21)
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