Sunshine after the rain

[Mira]

I know how those guild issues can be. The one thing I like is that you can see with me when its not needed. Like you said earlier that I did not need punishment. And I can see it with you.

I hope you can give yourself a break. In the last 2 posts you said the same thing: I know its just my ......

That makes it seem like you are saying it in a trivial way. And nothing about you is trivial. And even if we know what we are thinking and feeling is not accurate. Like the guilt. Its still how you feel. And feelings have an effect if they are right or wrong, intense or mild.

You are ok

(going to stop now, feel like i am making no sense)

[Suzi]

Guilt is a bugger. It's also not something that's going away for a while... Although I find it easier to work with "recharging" rather than being lazy? That's a huge step forwards if you can....
Hunni have you had chance to process what came up in psychology last week before you do this weeks? Could that be why you aren't sleeping?

[Strugglingmum]

Thank you Mira. You are so wise.

I have taken it as far on my own as I can Suzi.
There is so much and my head is running all over the place so yes could well be why sleep isn't great.

[Paula]

Hey, love, how are you? What’s planned for today?

[Suzi]

Hey love, hope psychology goes well love...

[Strugglingmum]

Doh!!!! Waiting for my psychologist to phone and then realised it was Tuesday this week, not Monday.

Little jobs planned for today.
I'm skipping knit and natter group and staying home. I have to take Katie to the vet later and just cant be bothered driving up and done twice.
There's no point going up the road if I can't swim.

[Paula]

What’s up with Katie?

[Strugglingmum]

What’s up with Katie?

Just needs her nails clipped and a wee check up. She's a bit off her food. She seems interested in food but soon stops eating. I'm wondering if it could be dental.

[Suzi]

Hope it's not dental, last one of ours who had that had a massive bill - not what you need just before Christmas!
Are you being kind to you today?

[Strugglingmum]

Tbh I think she is just being a fussy beggar but she has lost a bit of weight so best to get it checked.

I have taken some stuff to the dump, got dinner in the slow cooker and a pot of soup on.
I'm not going to knit and natter group but I am going to sit down and knit for a couple of hours. I need to do some work on A's jumper.