It’s been really tough to see my way out of any of the rubbish that’s come my way recently. I’m getting there but it’s still an uphill struggle, not helped by the fact that I’m feeling like this mainly because of meds - and it’s therefore out of my control. And I’ve been angry, which is not an emotion I feel comfortable with. But yesterday I was able to spend an evening with my baby girl, and that felt wonderful (until she left, and I cried), and I’m going to try to hold onto that chink of light
And Si and I have decided I’m stopping the Topiramate - I haven’t heard from neurology and I’m done waiting, I need to get better. It may be the wrong decision but it can’t be any worse than what’s already happened ....
