Feeling a bit down **su triggers**

[Puggysusan]

It’s new year and I am frightened by it. At Christmas my husband had a heart attack and is off work and getting better a lot of work to do. Plus with Christmas
I feel really run down and unhappy then I took our dog out for a walk last night and he snapped at another dog and nipped her that was traumatic in itself the other dog looked ok and we checked it out before they moved on and gave her our number. Feel like I ho from one crisis to another. Our son is still the same when my husband was in hospital he blamed himself which did contribute to the heart attack we have both been under a lot of pressure. I kept wishing I could die and then my husband had a heart attack it was out of the blue and very frightening I wanted it to be me not him. I feel all messed up at the moment.