I'm still wonder what it would be like to be grown up
Paula you've lots of bodily bits working correctly, I think we all wish our mental health was perfect and every bit of our bodies were perfect but this world is not like that, all you can do is make the best of what this world has dealt you.
Paula you're doing that supremely well, you've a formidable mental strength, stare adversity in the face and kick it in the nuts, you're a truly inspirational person.
And we all love and care for you