Andrea, I’ve merged this thread with a previous one as what you’ve talked about is very similar. Please try not to start new threads unnecessarily. I have left this post as is, however, as I’m puzzled by a couple of bits of information. You’ve mentioned that talking to your family is not an option, that they laugh at people with mental health issues and you can’t tell them, yet you also say that they’ve supported you. Do they know about your health? Do they Understand?