I’ve suffered depression for quite a few years but as I’ve got older it’s got worse , especially over the last 2 or 3 years, I keep going into lows that I struggle to lift, I have been on various different medications and they work for a while then it’s like I get used to them, I find life a daily torture, I’ve lost 3 jobs to this illness where I just can’t bring myself to get up, get showered some days, the job I have now I am just about holding on to, life is a daily struggle, I have children and they are the reason I am still here, the thought of hurting them is heart wrenching but it’s a daily torture going through this day in day out, I comfort eat some days and then I am always unhappy I am overweight, I have seen psychiatrists and they listen to what you have to say then change the medication and send you away, I really am coming to the end of the road, I can’t keep carrying on feeling like this day in day out, thanks for listening