Picking up the pieces again *SU Trigger*

[Mira]

[Strugglingmum]

That post is so sad.... Are you talking to your care team or A about how you are really feeling? I get the feeling you aren't.....

Yeah my team know. I'm always honest with them.

[Suzi]

I'm glad you're always honest with them - what about A? How much of all this does he actually know because you've told him?

[Paula]

I wish you’d talk to A. How much have you talked to him about the diagnosis?

[Strugglingmum]

I think the increase in vortioxetine is starting to have an effect. I feel a slight lift in my mood.

[Suzi]

YAY!!!

Have you talked to A about how you are feeling etc?

[Paula]

[Angie]

Thats brilliant sweetie x

[Strugglingmum]

I'm tired today and a bit wading through treacle but my mood is still a bit lighter than it was last week. I know its still a roller coaster and its really early days but its the first light I've seen in a long long time. I've eaten a good breakfast and plan to swim later. Really trying to up my water intake. I'm great with coffee but not so great remembering water. i got a hug off my daughter last night. Ie she walked up to me with her arms out and hugged me. First time in a few years. Its been such baby steps rebuilding her Faith and trust in me. It's been so hard and exhausting hiding how I truly feel a lot of the time but that hug made it all worth it. I exist for them.

[Jaquaia]

That sounds really positive