Picking up the pieces again *SU Trigger*

[Strugglingmum]

Psychology appointment today. Went ok.

[Paula]

Ok?...

[Strugglingmum]

Sorry yeah. I didn't know what else to say earlier.
We talked about where I'm at. She feels we need to tackle some more trauma work to get unstuck again. Iforced myself to go for a swim after. I only did a few lengths but I i guess its a few more than I would have done if I hadn't gone. floristry in the morning. This week's challenge is a funeral arrangement. I have some lilies so just need to decide what to go with them and what sort of display. I don't like wreaths.... not even at Christmas so I'm thinking a spray maybe. I'll see tomorrow

[Suzi]

I think a spray is nice.

How do you feel about starting the trauma work again?

[Strugglingmum]

I think a spray is nice.

How do you feel about starting the trauma work again?

I'm not sure. I understand why and maybe it will help. It actually couldn't make things any worse at the moment so it's worth a shot.

[Suzi]

Can I just check in with you - do you still have a stash of meds? Is there any chance of you giving them to someone else to keep you safe and then you not buying any more?

[Paula]

Morning, lovely, how are you?

[EJ]

Hi SM just popping in to say hello

[Suzi]

Boo! I thought I'd join everyone else

[Strugglingmum]

Hi. Floristry class went as I expected. I did a sheaf style so it worked out the way I had planned. Came home after as just wanted a bit of peace. I have the house to myself which is lovely and unusual. I'm going to make a coffee and indulge in a lump of chocolate and find something to crochet. yup the house is stinking but I can't even be bothered right now. I've thrown bleach down the loos and round the kitchen sink. Cleaning over for today.