Hi,
I am new here to this site which I found via facebook.
This may seem pretty straight forward about the advice that I'm looking for but here goes:

I have had mental health issues since I was a very young child which only grew and grew and I am now in my 30s.
I am diagnosed with ASD, Depression, OCD, Anxiety and so on.
I also have physical problems.
I have been feeling suicidal for at least 19 years to which my psychiatrist, GP and mother (who is my carer) only know a small bit about.
My problem is with each passing day/week/month it gets harder and harder not to go through with it and I do want to be truthful and tell my Psychiatrist/GP about how I am feeling but I don't want anything to change (I have my own house and I am awarded both PIP and ESA). I also want (if possible) to keep my mother out of it, which is hard as she is my carer and is involved in every aspect of my life... but I think this would be too much for her.
Do I really just bite the bullet (correct term?) and let everyone know or keep it to myself and try my best like I have been doing.

Any advice is greatly appreciated