I feel tired and Exhausted. We still have our son at home loud music blaring out when he is not at work and the way he speaks to us is appalling. I have had high blood pressure for years but recently it has effected my eyes and breathing . So I went to the dr and it was 214 she called it crisis blood pressure. I have yo-yo for an ultrasound on my heart to see if it’s damaged in any way but I know my breathing is shallow. I have tablets to take when I remember to take them. But at the moment I am not interested in them I feel I am not bothered. I found a room to move into £200 bills inc I am so tempted but I would miss my husband and my dog do t say give the room to him as it says women only. I know if I went it would split everything up and there would be no going back at all.
My husband is as stressed as I am and our son carries on regardless. I hope there is something wrong with my heart it gets me out of this crap life. I want yo be normal like everybody else is it too much to ask