I’m feeling really lost today. Why does depression make you question yourself, doubt yourself and hate yourself? It has a habit of making you feel worthless which is very much how I’m feeling today, yet a part of me knows this is silly to allow it to take over so much of me. I just want my confidence back again but the dark cloud always rears it’s ugly head and knocks me down again. It’s becoming tiring. I want to feel good I want to feel happy I’m so tired of feeling like this. But I take pleasure in nothing nowadays. Depression never really goes away does it, it’s just something that you have to keep trying to manage isn’t it? I’ve had depression from 21 until now (31), I’m open to trying to anything that will help but nothing does. I just feel like I’m not who I used to be and she isn’t coming back