ye you have a point about the samaritans, maybe my mInd was clouded by the great chat I had with them & how lovely they seemed. I'm a very good listener & am not suicidal despite often being in the depths of despair. I may still go to the interview with them but maybe to discuss an admin role as that was my initial intention. I still have the role in an autism hospital but need to re-do my trainin & complete 2 shadow shifts. But now that I've registered with another Teachin agency I'm kinda in limbo as to what to do .