Trials and tribulations of a Yorkshire pudding

[Allalone]

Hey Jaq.

You’re quiet, just going to leave these here for you.

[Paula]

Hey sweetie, how are you coping? Let us know you’re ok?

[Suzi]

I'm worried about you too....

[Jaquaia]

I'm ok. Just quietly plodding

[Suzi]

Talk about what's in your head? When is Manchester?

[Jaquaia]

Friday. I'm getting obsessive about planning and probably driving J crazy as I'm getting nervous, what happened 2 years ago makes me nervous, people knowing makes me nervous, even though I know I'll have J with me and that both J and Graham will look out for me.

[Suzi]

Oh hunni I can totally see how you would be feeling anxious.... But you do have personal minders to help and who know you and love you and will keep you safe.

[Jaquaia]

I just can't switch my head off

[Suzi]

OK I get that. Can you try some mindfulness? Or what about switching off and watching something to distract?

[Jaquaia]

I've done most of my packing and attempted to get my eyebrows looking a bit less like Oscar the grouch, bloody hard when you're blind as a bat without your glasses on... Got as far as getting my textbook out. Glad I didn't go to the funeral as my dad's brother showed up.