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[Mira]

Yes it would when I see people respond on my thread it always gives me a smile and I am happy to reply. Even if its not always easy. Its way better then the alternative.

[Suzi]

Oh I've not been posting as I didn't want to pressure you too! Glad to know that actually you'd rather us to post!

[Mira]

Sitting in the waiting room now. Time for another assesment talk. Its hard because its 2 hours pouring everything out. And then time to go.

But I have my sight further and hope that in 2 weeks we know what there can be done to help me.

[Suzi]

I am so proud of you for going when you know it's hard. Well done love.

[Paula]

will you let us know how it goes?

[Jaquaia]

Hope it went well

[OldMike]

Hope all went well Mira

[Mira]

The end of my session was where I expressed my fears about getting another diagnose as the avpd that I have now and that I can not be helped. But since that talk is 2 weeks from now at she told me that she also thinks its that diagnose. So avpd it is. And that I dont have something like autisme. Because I am at heart a social person but I am not good with my feelings.

We found out a lot. She thinks that me being the way I am about my hobbies and every other aspect of my life is a coping mechanisme for the deeper feelings that always pain me. As in anger and even worse with me, shame.

Al these things have left me feeling vulnerable and puzzled. So I do hope that in 2 weeks I will hear they can help me. Because I myself feel like I am in a downward spiral thats not ending well.

Thanks for all the msgs all. Thats so nice. Next week we will have our last session before the final one. We will talk these sessions through in that one.

[Jaquaia]

Can you take it easy now lovely? Today must have been exhausting xx

[Mira]

I think there is not much more I can do. I am beat. So i am going to try and do that Jaq.