Nothing makes me happy *SH triggers*

[Allalone]

I had a very restless night. I did get about 4/5 hours sleep initially but after that it wasn’t great. My thoughts weren’t great but managed with a bit of SH and then made a call to the crisis team. They talked to me for a while, calming me down until I was more settled. The HTT are going to phone shortly and will also be out to visit me this morning. I’m very flat, exhausted and emotional but I’ve managed to post on here this morning. Thank you all for the support.xx

[Suzi]

Oh sweetheart I'm sorry you ended up SHing... Did you tell the HTT?
I'm so glad you're posting. It really can help. It's also something that you can show the HTT if you want as people tend to be more honest and open about their feelings on here etc...

Massive hugs

[OldMike]

Please tell the HTT everything, big (((hugs)))

[Jaquaia]

[Allalone]

The HTT know that I SH, I can’t remember if I told them last night but they always ask when they visit. They have to dress one of them so they keep an eye on the SH.
I’ve just made a cuppa and now going to sit and cuddle Ted until the HTT arrive. He has followed me everywhere for the last few days, which tbh I was getting frustrated with yesterday but I think he knows I’m not in a good place.
Thank you all for looking out for me.xx

[Strugglingmum]

Morning huni. So glad to see you here. Xx

[Allalone]

I’ve got to be honest it was so hard fighting the thoughts but what you said in your PM stuck in my head, thank you.x

[Strugglingmum]

You're welcome huni. All here for each other. X
Hope today goes well. Remember, moment by moment. You are worth fighting for. Keep going. Xx

[Paula]

You're welcome huni. All here for each other. X
Hope today goes well. Remember, moment by moment. You are worth fighting for. Keep going. Xx

I couldn’t agree more!

[Suzi]

Hope today is going on OK lovely.... You're amazing telling them everything and calling for help when you did.