Me, part 673 *TRIGGERS*

[Jaquaia]

It only got posted off a week ago so it's been really quick!!!! Not yet, thinking of starting after Christmas then I can try and save some money and give myself chance to swot up a bit on the highway code.

I'm actually pretty good!!! Giddy and excited as tonight is date night and I've never been on an actual proper date before! I can't wait!!!!

[Strugglingmum]

Woohoo!!!
Sounds fantastic huni. Have a blast. Xx

[Suzi]

Happy Date night day!

Have you been drinking properly - ok, well up to Suzi and Paula standard.... ???

[Paula]

Oooohh I’ve been lax in my duties ...... DRINK!!

Having gone through driving lessons with my girls, I can assure you your instructor won’t expect you to know the Highway Code on your first lesson

[Jaquaia]

Probably no where near what I should have had!

I'm actually nervous...

[Suzi]

Hope you're having a great time x

[Jaquaia]

I had an absolutely wonderful evening! We went for pizza, didn't actually check what films were on or what time they started until we got there, was going to go see Bohemian Rhapsody but it didn't start til nearly 9 and J was tired, so we just ate and talked and smiled a lot and then went back to mine to snuggle up while we watched some Dr Who. It was absolutely perfect

[Paula]

Awww that sounds perfect

[Suzi]

That does sound like a perfect evening lovely! How are you today?

[Jaquaia]

I'm actually ok but I am really missing him.

Being with J has made me realise quite a few things. I'm worthy of being loved for who I am, and not need to change and that someone who truly loves you is there for the bad times as well as the good. I often think that my insecurities will push him away but he always tells me that they are part of who I am. Part of me wishes I'd realised it a long time ago but then my life would have been different and I wouldn't have met J again.