Me, part 673 *TRIGGERS*

[Suzi]

When is everyone else getting there?

[Jaquaia]

They'll start arriving the Wednesday/Thursday

[Paula]

What, in your heart of hearts, do you want to do?

[Jaquaia]

I don't know. I want to go with J but he will have the children the Thursday night. But then just the Friday will make it difficult to catch up with everyone and Tom and Cheryl are getting older and I don't know how much longer they'll keep doing this, plus Tom will be running around like a blue-arsed fly on the Friday. And then there's the money situation too...

And then I'm also nervous about facing Graham now he knows and that whole thing still makes me nervous...

[Suzi]

Don't be scared of Graham. This is your other family. He will want to hug you and protect you....
Then go on the Thursday night!
This is something that is such an important time for you each year - it's only once a year and when you don't get much time together! Go and spend every second you can with them - you and J have the rest of your lives...

[Jaquaia]

I know you're right. I might have to talk to my dad nicely...

[Mira]

I think so too. You should enjoy every minute of it as best you can. You deserve the time you have with them. I am sure J would agree.

[Jaquaia]

I think I'm worried that if I go up on the Thursday, J will find a reason to back out. He's promised he won't but I know he would rather have the children when he's able.

[Mira]

I can understand that you would feel that way. Having the kids is important. But this is only once a year. And important to you. And if he promised I am sure he will be there.

[Paula]

Do you really think he would hurt you like that? He loves you and knows how important this is to you