Me, part 673 *TRIGGERS*

[Jaquaia]

Definitely going to try!

[Paula]

The master says it best......

[Jaquaia]

That may be me told!!!!

Still feeling really flat, tearful and fed up. I know I'm better than I was but when my mood drops like this I start worrying that I'm going to end up like I was before...

Anyway, saw this on fb; https://www.thepoke.co.uk/2019/03/27...al-eye-opener/

I though how I saw things was completely normal!!!

[Paula]

Me too until a couple of years ago my optician said something and I gaped at her!

You are not going to end up like before, you know why? Cos the nagging we do to make sure you take care of you is now backed up by J nagging. We’ve got you, hunni

[Jaquaia]

I know and I don't think I would have gotten this far without your support and encouragement. And I do know that recovery isn't a straight line. I just get fed up of being in my head some days. The pregabalin is great but there always seems to be low-level anxiety there in the background and I've noticed that for the past 4/5 months, my mood has dropped when it's been TOTM. I've never picked up on it before because I've never been anwhere near approaching stable...

[Suzi]

I was going to ask if it could be totm time as your mood seems to drop hugely about that time...
Mention it to your Dr lovely. Stupid question and one you don't have to answer but you and J are being careful aren't you?

[Jaquaia]

It's not necessary. Even if the doctor hadn't told me that I'd need a lot of help to become pregnant, he's had a vasectomy.

[Paula]

[Suzi]

Fair enough, I thought I'd check...

How are you doing today lovely?

[Jaquaia]

I'm plodding. I'm tense, didn't sleep well, restless, and fully embracing schadenfreude today!!!!