Me, part 673 *TRIGGERS*

[Jaquaia]

Starting studying again has made me really good at procrastinating...

[Suzi]

Is that a good thing?

[Jaquaia]

Not particularly but this question is a nightmare!!! I think 3/4 of the course have found it a huge struggle. I keep taking breaks too. My back is aching from being hunched over the laptop all day but I am halfway through so there has been progress!!!!

[Suzi]

Could you get a desk or an over bed table so you aren't hunching over everything?

[Jaquaia]

I'm generally ok as I'm sprawled out writing by hand or the online activities don't take all that long, it's just assignment time! Though on 600 words so yay!!! And I need to edit my introduction as it's far too long...

By the time I get round to my final report, I should have sorted SCONUL access and have a key to/be living with J so I can use the library or J's dining table. I couldn't imagine writing my Masters/Doctoral thesis like this.

[Suzi]

You'll get there love.

[Jaquaia]

I know. I have a very supportive partner and very supportive friends. I just worry about letting you all down, you all have so much faith in me.

J is currently laughing at me because I got excited about double decker chocolate spread *sulks*

[Paula]

You never let anyone down. But you do need to stop worrying about what we think, and focus on what’s right for you .....

[Suzi]

Letting us down? How on earth could you ever let us down? You are lovely, kind, intelligent, smart and a lovely loyal friend - what else can anyone ask for?

[Jaquaia]

I always worry, even if I know it's not logical.

Just got back from the dentist, it was hilarious!!!! The dental nurse didn't know how to use the computer, or what to do with my xray slides, and I nearly threw up all over the dentist as he kept triggering my gag reflex when he tried putting the xray plates in my mouth!!!