Yup! It normally is!
Yup! It normally is!
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
I've come up to do uni work. I clearly said that was what I was doing before I came upstairs. Yet my mother has just come up to ask if J enjoyed himself last night, even though she asked him before he left!!!
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Sorry, hun, that made me giggle. Though, without wanting to upset you, and I know you do understandably struggle with your personal space being violated, there are many times when I wish my mum could follow me around the house .....
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
You haven't upser me. It's very different for you, they've lived so far away for a long time so you've not been able to see them often so I completely understand that. My room is the only space I have to call my own and at the moment, it feels like I haven't even got that
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I assume you've talked to her about it?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
I've tried but she just immediately takes offence so I give up. I need to face that I either need to try and deal with it until J is ready for me to move in, and god knows when that will happen; or try and get my own place.
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Have you thought about a house share until J is ready?
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
I don't think that would be good for my mental health. I think it would end in me isolating myself even more then I do now. I struggle to get to know people in person. I've looked at prices in Hull anyway and I would have to top up the payment, even on HB, the house shares I've seen are £80+ a week. Add in the bills I have and food and I wouldn't be able to afford it and driving lessons would have to be cancelled completely until I could find work and I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet.
I just need to deal with it, just like I need to deal with a lot of things
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Oh hunni
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
In other news, had to deal with Cruella going out for tea with J and the children. It's A's birthday and T asked if she could go and I've always said that I won't object to them doing things together for the children with things like their birthdays but it's bloody hard.
Oh and I have a driving lesson tomorrow.
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