So went to see doctor
Had a phone call from a therapist
Had a talk about all my problems

So now I have to wait to have a session
But it will be a group session with other people

What I don't understand with depression
Is one minute I am ok then next I am really down

But I guess that's the illness

Just wish I could get back to my old self

I am in Canterbury Kent with my dad as he has cancer
I was in New Zealand for 18 years
But had to come back because of dad

Been here for 12 weeks and miss my wife and daughter so.much
I keep thinking shall I stay here to support my dad
Or go home to have the support of my wife and daughter