What is it about life because I am genuinely confused by it all. The whole of my life has been problematic if not very difficult. Why is it that some people seem to breeze through life unscathed whilst I have a melt down over my problems? Is it the fact I have had far too much to deal with that has left me feeling hypersensitive or part of the depression ? The menopause is not helping matters . Every month brings a fresh problem to deal with. Honestly I sit down sometimes and ask myself What I have done to deserve such a problematic life. How much can one person take before enough is enough ? I feel really cursed . Wish I could be a little more positive but I have had enough . It doesn't help matters that I am on my own there is no one there to tell me it's ok not to be ok. It really hurts to feel worthless and unloved.