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    Misanthrope
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    Thank you, yes I do need to get myself back on track, it has been going on for far too long. I'm still wondering if it is from the over dose back in Feb as my memory and concentration are terrible. Will know more after the health check next week.

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    Do you have a good support network of friends/family living nearby?
    Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!


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    No I haven't got anyone nearby. I don't want anyone around me anyway tbh I prefer to talk online to people I don't know, probably sounds strange , I don't know if it's depression in general or the eating disorder but I push everyone away. I become quite nasty and bad tempered and hurt people and I can't stop myself. It always makes me feel much worse.

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    That sounds so horrible though.... You don't have to be alone, talk to us. We're good at listening
    Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!


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    I really appreciate it. The hunger makes me very stroppy and argumentative, I have never had any close friends or got on with my family, they have shut the door on me many times. I don't like myself at all when I get like this.

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    How is your eating at the moment? Have you spoken to someone to get support with it?
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    Quote Originally Posted by Misanthrope View Post
    No I haven't got anyone nearby. I don't want anyone around me anyway tbh I prefer to talk online to people I don't know, probably sounds strange , I don't know if it's depression in general or the eating disorder but I push everyone away. I become quite nasty and bad tempered and hurt people and I can't stop myself. It always makes me feel much worse.
    I don’t know if this makes sense but joining here and talking to strangers online eventually meant I learnt how to talk to those around me too
    The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.

  8. #38
    Misanthrope
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    I'm barely eating at all anymore tbh , I'm really sorry but 99 % of me just don't want to live anymore, I hope this is not triggering anyone else.

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    Are you drinking? Can you try things like drinking soups? Smoothies?
    Sweetheart things won't be like this forever, this is a temporary blip. You can get through this...
    Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!


  10. #40
    Misanthrope
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    I'm having hot water and skimmed milk. Problem is every time I am close to getting on my feet I get knocked back down 10 times worse. It has got to the point where I know if I get up again something even worse will happen and I can't take any more.

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