Loneliness *SU Trigger*

[Strugglingmum]

Today I went to my craft class. We made soap and i also took my crochet with me to do.
I'm feeling so fatigued this weather all the time. So much so I think I'm going to go to the Dr and get my bloods checked. I normally avoid the Dr but it doesn't feel like its the new meds as I've been on them ages now. It could just be the amount of stress we have had going on but I think I need to get checked out.

[Paula]

I think that’s a very good idea

A note - in my teens I collected soaps ...... living life on the edge

[Mira]

That is never a bad idea. You know your body and if this is something worth checking then please do.

I have soap bars everywhere in my house. Even have one of my favorite scents on my night stand. So it smells nice when I sleep.

[Suzi]

Definitely a good plan love.

[Mira]

How are you doing? I hope you are ok

[Flo]

Morning SM...feeling any better today? Stress can knock the stuffing out of us, but like Mira says, you know your body best. Take it easy if you can today.

[Suzi]

How are you lovely?

[Strugglingmum]

I am really struggling with my thoughts. I'm ashamed of how horrible I am and how much I'm struggling with A spending so much time at the hospital. I really am a selfish cow and really don't deserve to have such a good man. He really doesn't need me as another weight on his shoulders.

[Jaquaia]

It's ok to struggle. It's ok to have these thoughts when you're ill. It doesn't make you selfish, it makes you ill. A loves you, talk to him lovely

[Suzi]

Stop and breathe!
You are not selfish at all. Marc's Dad is back in hospital again and he's spent more time dealing with his mother (it's a long story) than he has been here this weekend.... and it doesn't look to be ending soon. I do totally understand where you are coming from lovely. It doesn't make you selfish at all.