Loneliness *SU Trigger*

[Strugglingmum]

Today has been a better day.
I went to my craft group this morning and did mosaic on a little wooden box. It was very relaxing. I've been doing crochet a lot of the day and just relaxing.
Tomorrow we have CAMHS and then I have an appointment to meet my new CPN. I'm a bit anxious about it. I'm sure she will be ok but after my last experience I feel very wary and a bit reluctant to get involved with someone new.

[Suzi]

I can understand that - tell them that's how you are feeling... You won't be the first or last person to feel that way.
Can you pace in between sessions?

[Strugglingmum]

Sleep does not appear to be coming tonight.
I only have a short time between dropping my daughter to school after CAMHS and my own appt but that may be better. Less time to think and worry.

[Flo]

Good luck with your appt. and new CPN. I'm sure she'll be lovely and you'll have nothing to worry about. Thinking of you.

[Suzi]

Thinking of you today.. Let us know how you get on?

[Paula]

Hope it goes ok today, lovely

[Mira]

Best of luck today

[Allalone]

Hope you’re appointments have gone ok.x

[Suzi]

How did it go?

[Strugglingmum]

Just home. Camhs appointment went ok. She is talking it out with them and they are happy enough with where she is at.
My appointment was ok too. My new CPN seems very nice, young but ok to talk to. She seems interested and encouraging. I was honest with her and she was ok with me finding the change hard. My old CPN is not coming back to the post so I just have to get on with making a relationship with my new one. It's good to know that he isn't coming back and I can stop hoping and waiting for him.
I took my daughter for lunch when she came out of school so now im tired. Im home, feet up and a cuppa. At the moment i feel it would be very easy for my mood to slip so I am battling to keep it up. Maybe feel better after a rest.
Thanks for asking everybody. Xx