I've always been like that, at uni I had very few friends as I was so quiet and people put that down as me being standoffish. It's not pathetic at all
I've always been like that, at uni I had very few friends as I was so quiet and people put that down as me being standoffish. It's not pathetic at all
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Strugglingmum (25-04-19)
I don't think it's pathetic either!
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Strugglingmum (25-04-19)
It’s not pathetic. I know where you’re at, you’ll get there hun. One day at a time, remember.
Strugglingmum (25-04-19)
I’m chatty, friendly, outgoing, confident, exuberant. Until my mood crashes and I become the exact opposite. Except when I’ve got the strength to pretend, but that’s exhausting so I end up staying at home where I can just be itms.... I get it, hunni, and I lost a very close friend a few years ago because she couldn’t cope. All I can say is that those who can’t be bothered to look behind the mask to see that you needed their support, don’t deserve you in their lives
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
Strugglingmum (25-04-19),Suzi (25-04-19)
Thank you all for understanding. Xx
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Paula's totally right once again....
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Strugglingmum (26-04-19)
I always want peoples approval. So my idea of doing that was make people laugh. Because i do not laugh when people i dont like are funny. So when everybody was laughing i thought I was happy but I was still miserable.
Today i went to germany with just my uncle. I was so scared. What to talk about? Oh no its a akward silence..... I should be at home alone watching snooker.
We all struggle. But we all try our best. And i might not speak for everybody but I notice when someone is silent and a little rude because they struggle or because they are rude.
You are one of those gems worth being around
Strugglingmum (26-04-19)
How are you this morning love?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Strugglingmum (26-04-19)
Hi all. Such a busy day with crochet orders... but its good. It gives me a focus.
Tonight I went with A to a social night in our church.
It was like a pub quiz....without the pub .... on music. Suzi i could have done with you!!
Anyway, our team won. I managed to pass myself and chat but I'm absolutely exhausted now. Why do I keep comparing myself to others and wish I could be more natural/normal/outgoing!!!! Anyway I don't think I was rude or standoffish so that's a bonus. Overthinking..... my nemesis!.gif "(doh)")
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Yep! Right there with you!!!
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