Still here, I think. Trigger alert

[Sissy]

Been very hectic past several weeks here in our house. We try building chicken coop as fast as we can, but things aren't really going like in movies. Heat wave is hitting Finland hard, and we have been dealing with heatstrokes with animals in the neighbourhood, and I have been helping my neighbours to fight for their dogs with cold showers and what not. Thank goodness my own dogs have been okay. Also some personal problems take their toll on me, but I have a friend who keeps me on my toes because she has been self destructive. My days and nights have gone babysitting her, and I admit I start getting exhausted. She refuses professional help, but her ranting, and tendencies to get on harms way are really draining me. She has a heavy drinking problem too, plus I start feeling she has a new problem for ever solution I can offer her. When it is okay for me to say I can't take much more, and either try to pressure her to get some real help, or simply ask her to deal with her stuff her self? My Kids kind of fear her fits. She probably means nothing bad, but all my 3 sons are on autism spectrum, and they don't really understand why she is acting the way she is, yelling, cursing and crying. My guy keeps telling me she takes advantage on my kindness, and is just being a massive drama Queen sucking out all Joy and energy of me. But I feel I am a horrible friend if I won't try to help her. Feels like I am starting to fade away myself...