Sorry, my life has been progressively getting worse and worse and I'm not sure where to turn anymore so thought I may try this forum out.

I'm not sure where to start so I suppose I'll talk about the current, I have manic depression, high anxiety and an alcohol dependency problem. All of my friends have their own issues to deal with so I refuse to burden them with mine, including my husband.
I'm constantly lonely but have to talk to so many people a day to keep their lives on track which is wearing me down so much but my anxiety plays havok if I don't.
My sleep is so all messed up I'm lucky if I get 5 hours a night and during the day I struggle to even do the simplest of tasks to keep going.
Sorry I know that's a bit of an essay but it's hardly touching the surface and yet I feel like that's already a perfect excuse to just call myself a waste of space.