I should probably say hi... *AB TRIGGERS*

[smelly_steph]

hi,

I'm steph

I joined in january of 2018, but spent some time lurking before actually feeling ready to post

I am 31, and have spent my life moving around from place to place, being abused (most of it physyical)

where I am now is that I've just moved again, and I'm really struggling with past abuse memories- and wanting answers, and wanting people to confront me and tell me why,

why me... out of all the people you could abuse and hurt, why me.

I have a lot of emotions because of all this abuse, and a lot of issues.... I've just scratched the surface

hopefully being here's going to help talk through things and make me feel a little better

steph