Why is it that whenever I know I have a professional coming to see me or I have to see them it makes me feel worse. I thought that they were there to help you feel better.
I have SH end of last week and it isnt good now and that was me panicking that I was going to have to speak to someone over my feelings.
Now Last night I hurt again as I knew I had him back today I really cannot deal with them,

I just scraped through today without having to have a mental health assessment. I cannot do this talking thing with people. I am so scared of them.
He told me to go to A+E to get it stitched but I said I couldn't. I went to pharmacy for steri strips but the pharmacist said it had got infected and didn't recommend them so got a pad.

I am so scared Had enough of it all