Running off a cliff *potential SU trigger*

[Pen]

Yes..

[Paula]

Wrong answer, love

[Pen]

I have been trying to wear myself out to try and deal with the feelings of anxiety that have been plaguing me today. At 7 this morning I was cleaning cat pe E and worst from under the stairs so that the gas meter could be replaced at 8 o'clock. After walking the dog I setup our test kiln to do a special firing then I packed up two items I had sold and took them to the post office. I spent the afternoon glazing a sculpture I had made, then after dinner I cleaned the oven and took H to her friends. I then sorted out the recycling. I have just cleaned up the kitchen and emptied the vacuum and am contemplating vacuuming upstairs.

[Paula]

Did it help?

[Suzi]

That's a huge amount to do in one day. Is H helping at all?

[Pen]

H does her bit. My friend is coming round this morning to clean my kitchen floor. It is annoying her as to how dirty it is lol

[Suzi]

How's your pacing going today?

[Pen]

I have just had a break for some dinner now I am back out to the studio to finish glazing another sculpture and then load the kiln

[Suzi]

Sweetheart you need to pace, you know that pushing yourself like this isn't something that you (or anyone) can sustain. You need some downtime love....

[Pen]

I have just finished work. All safely stowed in the kiln. There is very little I can do now till Friday when I can unload it and take the spoils down to the shop.