Running off a cliff *potential SU trigger*

[Suzi]

Have you told the Dr/nurse that you were feeling this way?

[Pen]

Have you told the Dr/nurse that you were feeling this way?

No point.

[Paula]

There is a huge point. If you’re not honest with them, they can’t help you

[Pen]

It did not come up in the meeting. There was no reason to say anything about it.

[Pen]

Don't worry though. I am fine. The feelings of wanting to end it all come and go and I get through them.

[Suzi]

No point.

There is every point.

It did not come up in the meeting. There was no reason to say anything about it.

Of course there is. If you are thinking that this will be a way of shortening your life, then you know that screams that you need to get some help.

Don't worry though. I am fine. The feelings of wanting to end it all come and go and I get through them.

I know, but if you don't look after yourself then it's going to be harder to give yourself the best chance.....

[Pen]

I will try to look after myself a bit better. I don't want any help. I know that there is nothing they can offer that I want.

[Suzi]

OK... What's happening with pacing? Are you still working on getting some time out?

[Pen]

I know I am not pacing well atm. There is a certain desperation in getting enough stuff finished and on sale to capitalise on the Christmas season.

[Suzi]

Even at the expense of your health and a risk of a crisis?